Looking at this page I am thinking off all the things I want to write here. There is a large portion of my mind and life that I do not put online. It is because my personal views might reflect badly on my company or upset friends and family. And there are times I wish I could write those feelings and experiences here just so I could put them out there as a therapeutic exercise. But really writing them down wouldn't make me feel them any less, it would mostly likely just piss off or hurt a bunch of people I care about and potentially cause me some serious professional trouble. So even though the blog is very shallow, that doesn't mean there are other things I am thinking about where I am at and what I should be doing with my life right now.

I just finished my self-evaluation for my annual review at work. That really makes me question things. Am I where I want to be right now? If I'm not how can I change that? Do I want to do something extreme or take the long view and try to figure out a gradual way to change things in my life?

Really it boils down to there are some events happening that I will let play out in the next couple of months. Hopefully they will give me some clarity on how I feel about my position in life.

Or I may just say burn it all and flee for the hills.